-has a thing for yellow...obviously
-hates hypocrites
-loves the warnth of the sun on my skin but rain and the night are magical
-never kissed a girl and disgusted by girls who do it for attention
-but i would make out with angelina jolie in a heartbeat
-theres always somethin goin on in my head
-loves reading and easily gets lost in a good book and becomes oblivious to the real world
-cant go to bed before 12
-will wear pajama pants and a sweatshirt to bed with the covers up to my neck when its 90+ outside
-some women have lots of shoes...i have lots of underwear
- loves real, genuine people who are honest and dont apologize for who they are
-cracks up at the corny jokes no one else does
-is silly
-knows probably every line to every movie ive ever seen and often quotes them..."wat movie is that from?" is one of my fav games to play
-i look 5 years younger than i am but i seem 5 years older when u get to kno me
-my ass gets more attention than my face
-probly has the least dating experience among my friends but im the one they come to for advice about their relationships
-if i knew more bout computers i'd be a hacker...i love knowin things im not supposed to
-is determined to speak spanish one day
-beginning to love my freckles
-im outgoing and introverted at the same time
-id rather use my brains than my "looks"
-remembers the most random factoids but often forgets important deadlines
-is really good with names, faces, and voices...i could be a great eyewitness one day
-wears 4 in. heels even tho im 5'8
-liars are the worst
-i think tattoos are sexy in moderation
-is rarely barefooted unless im on the beach
-left-handed but can use my right hand for a lot of things
-i smile when i dont kno how to respond
-is a biter
-wishes i had more motivation to work out
-loves trying new food
-im too independent for my own good
-i like to draw but i dont think im too great at it
-i miss playing sports
-loves football...been called miss e.s.p.n. by my coworkers...GO SAINTS!!!
-i hope to retire to a tropical island one day
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thriving ivory is playing in new orleans on aug 14 and i cant get any of my friends to go! nobody knows who they are or if they do they only know "angels on the moon"...im not dragging someone to a concert who only knows one song...been there not doing it again...however i do know someone who likes the band BUT (and this is a big "but") he was the guy i was talking to mid april to may this...
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i think my finals went good. I usually freak out thinking i didnt pass.., but i usually do, you know how that is.
Agreed, there have been tons of times when buying that huge thing ive been waiting soo long to get, or finally getting that job have only made me minimally, but just getting a small smile from a friend or even a stranger, or knowing that your friend truly has your back are the real things that brighten up my day and help me maintain happiness
I think it was in Batman Begins it was said we fall so we can learn to pick ourselves back up. If everyone's lives were perfect 100% of the time youre absolutely right wed be carbon copies of each other. It'd almost be like a twilight zone kinda thing, if you really think about it emotions are relative to the experiences one has in their lives. Someone who lives in a third world country could be absolutely ecstatic just to have a bottle of fresh water, but someone over here may never reach that same level of happiness in their entire life.
Agreed, I think it would be a curse to never feel rejection. Not only would you be unable to handle major rejection in your life without small rejection, you wouldn't be able to live life to the fullest either. If you lived in a perfect world where all you knew were positives and positive emotions you would have nothing to compare the extraordinary things to. You'd eventually just become numb and bored because everything feels the same.
heyy, are you going going to go to the show at lupos??
it is interesting how much the fear of rejection rules our lives....in a way it makes sense though, one of the driving factors of life is companionship so many people in the back of their head fear total rejection and being alone(even though it will never really happen). Its just really easy to fear the unknown, i dont know many people who find comfort in something totally alien to them its just so much "safer" to fall back on something you know the ins and outs of
yea for a long time i had issues with letting people go because i felt like i was being the bad friend, but then i learned sometimes its out of your control and friendships just go their separate ways. I think when meeting new people there's definitely a little bit of like a mental block there...you subconsciously try to tone yourself down a little just to make sure your personalities match before you freak them out haha. But yea i find that im a lot quieter when im at some place i dont know but theyre familiar with the place, however if were both at a place were not familiar with im a little better.
I love that field! I wanted to do criminal justice myself, but i figured out I had a passion for a hobby and I wanted to work for myself...but anyone can always go back to school. Well, good luck with everything! :)
I have all 2011 left. I have been going since 2007, lol, its hard but i am trying to do both work and school. I go for Business. U?
I definitely agree with you... a lot of times even its all up in your head. With my friends a lot of times in the past ive held myself back only to find that when i let my true self out most of them are completely accepting of it and the disapproval was only in my own head. I mean there have definitely been "friends" of mine who didn't accept me when i showed them my true self, but naturally those were the friends that i parted with in time.